Silence IS Sometimes Golden

2 years ago I began the healing process of dental restoration. I won’t even list all the pieces of this project. Suffice to say I received my vision and all the necessary funds have been provided, as I “knew” and trusted. Not one bit of interest paid out and it will soon be totally paid off within a matter of months. I will celebrate.

Many in the Law of Assumption movement criticized my choice of going to a dentist as a bridge of incidence. They do not understand that everything external is imagined and good. I also played a part in all the people involved in their lives and we all grew together as a family, as my dentist said not too long ago.

I got 90% of the way to my total vision and came to a standstill. I refuse to compromise. I was just asking within what the next step was. It happened one morning. One of the new crowns installed disintegrated! $2500 from total payoff of the zero percent finance loan. In fact I was celebrating in my mind the payoff. LOL.

What did I do? Laughed! All morning long. Contacted my dentist, went in for a consultation. He took the fall and replaced it with a more durable crown for free and paid for the anesthesia also. BUT that wasn’t the good part. I told him I wanted his advice on my 9 front teeth that were still not the way I wanted. We came up with some choices and I chose the best route for me and an additional $17,000. Again I burst into laughter when I was presented with the estimate. I laughed for about 4 minutes. The staff who know me well started laughing with me.

I composed myself, got the zero percent finance approval for the balance (which was truly remarkable in itself), and set up an immediate surgery for 9…yes NINE crowns. They completed my vision I held for 18 months, and all my friends are thrilled with my new smile.

The majority of the thoughts bringing about the issues I had corrected were all about self expression. People who know me or have had interactions with me know I do not have any qualms of expressing myself anymore. Far from it!

Enter a new phase: knowing when to not say a f*ng word. To hold my position in complete silence. As difficult as it is for me to do that, I love my SP enough that I have surrendered to that new skill. Because it is with him that I need to remain firmly on my stand with him and remain silent.

I will continue as directed to do just that. As long as it takes. Sometimes you need to take a complete 180 degree turn in order to support the healing of a relationship. I’m willing to do just that.